This world seriously don't let you live the way you want to. Whatever you do is tagged differently, as if I've asked for their judgement. I am least interested in their views on me but still I try to do things their way and indeed I feel I should have not done it. For instance, if I'm not on any social networking site then there is problem, it means I'm not good at networking, for them it's a must these days. Okay, I'm on one! If I'm on one then they can't believe it firstly, then they wish me to post in some status. Even if I got no thoughts or experience on how it is to be done but still I should. According to them, I'm supposed to be an active player. When I do so, they have to tag me as an addict user. They have to opine themselves on what I say, compulsorily! Then they want me to comment on their status, when I don't they feel I'm rude, when I do, they feel I'm always online to reply them. They want to chat with me. I got no idea how to do that, then they feel I'm giving excuses. Somehow I learn how it is to be done and try to proceed with it willingly or unwillingly. When I'm sharing something important they feel it's too long to read. So I'm supposed to spoon feed them with one liners. When I don't they feel I'm not interested in sharing important stuffs with them.
Why don't people let me do what I want to? They got no right to tell me what I should and what I shouldn't. This is my life you are not supposed to comment until I ask for. Yes, this is me. I like doing things my own way, let me do so. Better I should have done things always my own way at least it would have satisfied me. But I cannot satisfy them, nor I intend to as of!
Phew, fed up! Exhausted with all this. Seems my decision of remaining me at this place holds good or else life would have been miserable, definitely. I can bet on it. I guess I can find some mind space here. Where in, I'm who I'm and not something what others wish me to be. Can do things my own perfect way.
Happy Writing! :)
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