Can't let go.

My helplessness that I just can't let go the misunderstanding which
could take place between me and anyone else. I just can't get on with
it untill everything is sorted out. Clearly.
But then many a times it seems only I'm the one interested in this
procedure. Why it has to be me always? Why am I the one to go and
start this procedure? Even if it's their fault, still I should
approach them and tell why I felt bad. Is this fair? Am I only one who
need them or that they have started taking my behavior for granted and
know that I'll come to them.
But then they need me or not. They might not mind leaving things in
mess. They may not take it seriously or any other thing but then I'm
the one who is helpless in this regard. Can't get on with it so
easily. As I prefer that things should be discussed openly soon
possible and before it's too late. As the silence grows the distances
increases continuously. But this is not always possible. Sometimes
people are not approachable for me to explain things which went wrong
unintentionally and then you have to live with that insecure feeling.
May be they could get off with it, but I seriously can't and such
things never get out of my head. Though I still try to behave as
normal possible but still only I know the pain inside me. So it's
better to break the silence and get off with the small issues soon
possible. Because if not sorted these issues can become big. Silence
speaks more than words could. But this silence can creat great
distance between two hearts which cannot be linked after a reasonable
time. So before it's too late just get off your ego's and sort them
out, let it be their mistake. Finally what's important is that you are
back together happily.