Whenever I pick up any new novel and start reading it all I observe is how it starts, how the author tries to plot the story and how it is carried on smoothly and sometimes the turning rides do impress. But what kills me is the vocabulary they use! I literally can't explain the hostile feeling that emerges for not knowing the meaning of that new word that I read, forget about not using it before myself. Soon I look for my dictionary and fish for the word and feel thrilled for now knowing about it. Though my timid brain hardly could register it forever and for future use. Never mind, I shall read more and more times same things may be to get use to it. Envious I'm of all those great authors I've read but equally thankful to them for whatever I could learn from their writing. Sometimes I learn new ways of thinking, sometimes new ways of living, sometimes new ways of reading, sometimes new ways of writing, sometimes new words and sometimes new storyline! I feel blessed that I can read and that I read good books, that those authors could write good books.
My dream is to ever write my own book! Mind you, I've not even stepped on first stone on this path yet! This life of mine would be incomplete if I would ever die without writing even a single book! New desires emerging to give life new means and meanings. Whether these dreams will be fulfilled is matter of future but work of present. For now I've to learn many many things, for I don't just wanna write a book for a sake of doing so but to be a best seller as well and to fulfill desires of readers as I seek to learn something from the book I read so shall my book be a satisfaction to others who would read it.
I must start working on it or is it that I've already started working on it by reading so many books (I must start listing names for record! :-P ) and observing things around and by writing few blog posts I do practice writing! ;-)
May God help me like he helped others to accomplish their dreams.
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