There were times when I would bath with cold water in the winter, would go to school without wearing sweater or even if Mom would force me to wear it, I would remove it as soon as I leave home. I would eat ice-cream in any season. Would fight with bro to sleep just beneath the fan and would regulate fans speed to highest and would hardly cover myself with the woolen blankets. So was I till few years back but I seemed to have completely become a typical sensitive girl!
A girl who don't bath till the water is hottest, without adding any cold water to it. Since, the beginning of this winter I got cold and in spite of all precautions I'm still not able to get over it even if cold is cured, I'm coughing day in and day out or rather even night in and night out. Now I fight with bro to switch off the fan rather than having a place beneath it, I go in the corner and sleep. Even though I cover myself with blanket at night Mom could still find me in shrinking position, when she wakes up and by the time I get up I find myself buried in loads of blankets over me! Mom always know what I need, even if I don't express it, she could always sense it all. When in the morning Mom wake me up, I ask her to switch off the fan first, only then I could gather courage to come out of the bed! At class I was the only one who would never ask to switch off the A/C and my place was just in front of it and now I'm the one who crib when somebody switch on the fans. My friends too give me a look when I do so, asking what have happened to me? Now, I wrap a shawl and only then leave from home and above this Mom would ask me to wear thick clothes, may be she still doubts that I'll remove it soon I leave home but reality is I keep it wrapped it almost the whole lecture. Though one thing is still constant that I can still eat ice-cream no matter how cold it is but my friends get emotional on this that I'm having cold and cough and they don't let me eat!
I wonder what I've become! I use to boost about my strength of bearing the winter and now same friends tease me that I can't bear even this much of minimum cold!
All because of that nonsense, crap Jaundice which I had and because of which my immune system had become so weak that I've become so sensitive. That even the mild cool breeze gives me shivering. I'm embarrassed with this behavior of mine! I was the Tigress and now I've become like a sensitive cat!
I hate it! ;(
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