Moov day...

When Mom falls ill I'm the person incharge of things to be done at home. I'm not a person who don't know address of the kitchen, like few! But of course being involved in a course involving hard core time dedication to studies I don't know address of most of things in kitchen. I had to run between bedroom, where mom was resting, and kitchen to know what I should get from where. If I found mom in sleep I preferred search method. Opened almost all containers and found out my ingredients. It was enjoyable. Making food is an ART I believe. Thankfully my artistic work is liked by everyone and at the end of the day it inspires and satisfies you and becomes driving force to work next time.
Washing dishes and clothes is hard core laboured job. But I am happy that I can do everything with perfection though with slow speed due to lack of practice but that's okay. If I don't have studies at an opportunity cost I never mind giving my helping hand at household chores. Being woman I always know the importance of having knowledge of the basics of stuffs at least if not everything then! For men, things get dealt with somehow whether the leading lady is ill or not it doesn't affect them at all until they don't have any other lady to substitute temporarily. Lucky they are! May be or may be not! I always prefer being independent. I feel happy at the end of the day where I had done all my work on my own. During exams I had to depend for many things to save time but now I am back with the onus of doing my work on own and if possible help in general work too.
No work is small.
I believe it.

Everything said and done...
Lack of practice had given me back pain for doing all jobs. It's really a tough task but it's a nice way of workout! ;-)
Perception matters... B-)

looking at other side of the coin...

Other day, one of my friend bluntly ended up asking me, When I'm getting married? After pakaofying for half an hour that I'm already married finally I warned not to ask such silly questions. The day it'll happen I'll let everyone know about it surely.
Phew! This is problem of this age group. After completing studies, almost all parents want their kids to get settled. I can't even imagine into being in that circumstance! :-\
On same day evening I met another friend. After talking for a while she told me that she's upset with her parents coz they want her to think about her marriage now, that they have started looking for a groom for her. I was obviously surprised but then I ended up surprising myself by suggesting her to be positive about it. I asked her to think over it calmly rather than just reacting about it. After all our parents want us to be happy that's it. If we can make them understand with our valid reasons as to why we don't want any commitment then fine but if they too have reasons for us to act as per their will then that is not always bad too. I just wanted her to be positive about it. I didn't wanted her to have an argument or fight over it with her parents.
Later I was wondering if I were honest to her?!
I didn't acted theoretically but I just asked her to be positive to whatever comes in life. Sometimes what we perceive a particular thing to be it's not necessary that it actually will be like that. It may be good as well. It's just that we fear about it.

Though it's difficult to judge but life have many stages and one of it is marriage. We must decide when we want that stage to come but not necessary that we always resist it. I've seen many who say, I don't wanna marry ever and all but in the end the truth is this world won't let you live peacefully until you do and nor is it mostly possible to as well to be single forever.
May be as one of my BFF says, enjoy every stage and relation of life it brings new experience. So that's true.

But we must be happy and sure about it!

2 Days post exam

I was sick, of nothing but really sick! On complete rest. Could hardly read nor was there anything interesting in TV to keep me up watching except todays, comedy nights with Kapil. There is no movie currently going on that I feel like watching. Just laying on bed/sofa and lazing is all I did 2 days. Met one friend. Talked to one and chatted with many. Few friends ran away from me! One to Mira Road and another more away, Rajasthan! I am missing their presence. I hope their respective responsible work get completed soon and they return back and we spend some time together. Have our girls handout, just like last time! ;-)
It was awesome. I'm waiting for that opportunity again! :-D

Today two parents came to ask me if I can teach their children who are in 12th, commerce. I never deny to help. So today evening passed in teaching Bills of Exchange and Goodwill treatment in Admission of Partner. Wow, old concepts coming back. I loved explaining them. I love teaching.
I have one more student of S.Y. B.com who always comes few days before exams. I use to it. But not his fault. He is more into cricket so he find less time to study. Whatever time he gets he studies days and nights and scores first class always. That's inspiring! B-)
Teaching is respectable profession.

So, for the time being I have this new job in hand, to teach 3-4 students all subjects. Meanwhile I'll find time to read my books too.
Lots of things to do and time is just flying...

Life after exams again! :-)

Finally exams are over today!
Relieved of studies and pressure more of and I hope for the last time too coz I don't want exams anymore and nor does this relief, simple! :-P
Confidence and positivity I'm seeking.
Now it's time to visit my to-do list which have list of things that I have listed to do after exams.
When did the list got so long I never noticed?! :O
It contains list of books that I've bought and kept for the day to come when I can read them all and that day is now!
Yeah...
Now my all time will be for my books, movies, TV serials, writing (undoubtedly), cooking, health, gaming, etc...

I want to start with some philosophical book. After reading CA philosophy and writing my own philosophies in exam I'm not yet in mood of changing the genre! :-P

And of course, I've to get back on Watsapp... which I had uninstalled for few months and people had asked me thousand times now that when I'll be returning? So it has to be now I guess. Don't have an excuse now to stay unconnected with them but it really worked right way to stay away from social networking while studying! You can really concentrate and not waste time unknowingly.
You have to work out things in your favour sometimes.
Chalo never mind I can now get connected back to my friends :-)
plan meets and movies and some trip too I hope! :-)

Lots of things in hand with lot many days too! :-)

One more teaching of life!

Sometimes we care for someone and we suggest them something but when it falls on deaf ears or considered as burden and becomes unacceptable then to save the importance of your self respect, love and words it's better to leave the matter and not display our concern the next time!

Life teaches many things. Sometimes about how not to care too! :-!

Kaisa ye ISCA hai? Ajab sa RISK hai!

Even two days leave couldn't help much to many for answering this paper! No matter how much I study as soon as I close the book it's all blank and so was yesterday!
Few students couldn't survive more than an hour and decided to surrender. I never (touch wood) attempt anything of such sorts, walking off is not my forte. I prefer writing something whatever I can recollect rather than just give up! Though at some answers I pitied the checker who would be reading those answers!
Girl to my right was constantly staring at me when I was able to answer and I wanted to tell her, nazar mat laga yarr... :-\
Shocking was when a girl few seats ahead asked supplement!
:O
Few people could really understand ISCA too! o_O

One of my friend in previous attempt just missed her exemption by 2 marks. Sometimes luck is too cruel to us! :-C

Hoping to utilize two days leave for DT at least. I must learn from my past mistake! Only then can the regret be justified of wasting time before ISCA paper! :-(

ISCA I love to hate you! :-/
But hope not to have chance to ever think about you anymore ever! :-P

I'm not a crazy fan but still...

My nonsense brother just now told me that one of his friend knows Shahid Kapoor personally and is today going to an event where Shahid would be coming and my brother was too invited for the event!
Can you imagine?! :O
Wow!!!
But brother can't go... Never mind... But I wished if exams would not have been on calendar I would have attempted to meet him if possible. ;-)
I mean I am not a person who usually go crazy for his/her star or for that matter any sports person, like people are behind God of Cricket these days! I do admire few people not for their real character but reel character or for their mere looks per se or for their achievements, of course, I may say!
Actually, I've never done anything crazy to prove my fan following for anyone nor would and could ever can I do anything of that sorts like many of my friends. Keep their mobile/PC wallpaper of their favourite hero, make scrap book with all pictures published in newspapers or magazines, participating into quiz that promises meeting your favourite star, blah blah blah... People do many many things. I've not done anything of that sorts for anyone ever and nor could I ever as well, I'm sure about that much for myself if not anything else then! ;-)
:-P

Few things are not applicable for me and those are it, showing off my likes publicly!
Why?
I don't know!
Just I can't!

And I'm sure if and ever if I would ever meet any of my favourite personality I'm damn sure I'll not go crazy in front of them and behave like an idiot, like many do, I've seen on TV but I will just shake hands with them and say few words possibly though not intending to ever explain why I like them or so coz I guess all those things just doesn't even matter to them.
Yeah... It just doesn't, I know it... That's the fact! May be that is why I can never stand out of the bungalow of any star just to have a glimpse of his in the crowd of hundreds. I've seen people standing really, I just watched them, expressed my shock and moved ahead...
What's the use? I can't do all that...
Wherever your actions get equal importance and respect it's worth doing, where not recognised, it's just waste of your time and troublesome for others. Not in any way blaming stars, they have their own limitations and from security perspectives they can't meet each and ever person personally too, accepted!
Hence I can't go mad about anyone for mere fact that I like his/her work which he/she does for their living, like any other person, but it's just that it involves fame associated with their job that people get to know about them, about their face only  and not real character. Of course, we can't know them, whom we like so much, whether as a human being they are worth giving recognition or not?
Hence for my liking towards the digital entertainment characters that they perform it's only worth recognising their efforts into that field and max if got an opportunity I would shake hands, get an autograph max to max and wish luck for future, that's it!
I don't know how people end up hugging and all! :-\
They are mad, I'm not! B-)

Hence, I've asked for an autograph of Shahid if possible! Though I'm excited about if ever I could get chance to see him in reality, standing in front of me? It would be an experience to record, that's it! :-)

Acceptance!

Sometimes you have to face some problems without any option and you think cursed, that you're only made to suffer and go through though times, that you are negated!
Then at some juncture you end up meeting a person who is sort of into the same circumstances but the approach and views of taking things is positive and have more acceptability towards what life has to offer! And suddenly you realise that you just sympathised yourself too much and crib about circumstances being bad to you and only you, whereas it's many times same with many people it's just whether you can accept it and move ahead with it taking notice of it as a mere happening of an even like any other or you give way too much importance to it and just try making out reasons of it in front of others and try to reason out just for those tough times being big hurdles for you to cross!
But when you find this different approach you do end up simplifying your life. It's just that you never knew this could be a way of living but when you knew you use and try living life again happily, as ever! :-)

Sometimes we learn from others coz we can't think of ways on our own. But it's better to learn if can't think on own, accepting it later on is also courageous and appreciating! B-)
As I always say, there is no protocol to live life!

It's all about trial and error! (this is said by one of my BFF! See I didn't took your credit! :-P )

Mahabharat!

I follow this show on Star Plus without fail, Mon-Fri 8.30pm.
I always wanted to know about the great battle. Why it had happened? How it happened? Everything happens for some purpose and I wanted to know that purpose behind it. Also about the great Geeta gyan that lord Krishna gives to Arjun.
It's been amazingly featured. I am loving it!
May it be exams but I'm taking out half an hour for this show out of my schedule or I see repeat telecast if I happen to miss it due to unenforceable circumstances! :-)
I have learned many things till now and hoping to seek few more answers about life, my life through preaching of Krishna. They've shown Krishna as a narrator and in between scenes he emerges and make us think about few things. I'm awed by this show! :-) Thankfully my family had agreed to watch it by sacrificing their very old and famous show, favourite too, not mine but theirs. Now they're thankful to me that I made them watch it! Dekha... :-)

Last time when the old version came I was too young as well as we started watching it when the battle had begun and I had so many questions in my mind about it. Never found time or gave efforts, to be true, to know the answers to those questions and now as soon as I heard that the new show is coming up I decided to watch it from the very first episode.
On weekends I guess they show whole weeks episodes, for those who can't follow on weekdays but they have many repeat telecasts during weekdays too!

Hoping to follow it till the end of it and seek enlightenment about life! :-)

In yesterday's episode Guru Dronacharya asked right hand thumb from Eklavya as gurudakshina! The boy gave it without an iota of doubt and yet there was smile and same respect for his guru in his heart. I've heard this story about Eklavya but I always had doubts about why did Dronacharya asked such a thing. There had been different interpretations about the same. In Todays episode they'll show why he did so?! Perception is what is key to any learning. How we perceive a particular incident give us reason to perceive it as a good or a bad happening. Knowing about something in it's originality changes our wrong perceptions and that difference in perceptions is what is amazing thing about learning! New and right perceptions develop new ways of thinking and looking at things differently. :-)

Do watch it if you can!
My request... It's important to know about our history too and especially about our very ancient periods. I'm eager to know more and more about it! For it being true story it attracts me more!

Marriage with Lord

An incident felt like sharing...

One of long distant relative of mine, a woman in her 30s yesterday got married but very specially!
Living in a village her parents couldn't provide her with the basic health facilities required by every child when she is born and very sadly she suffered from polio! Her body never grew beyond a child's body of around 4-5 year old. She grew up normally with her age, her mind grew, her understanding is normal like us but she failed to grow up physically. Unable to walk on her feets she can manage to perform all her tasks on own somehow. Unwillingly though but she is dependent on her family if not for her general works but for her living and other supports! Really, it's a difficult thing!
She couldn't get education too coz of her Polio.
In Hindus, marriage is considered as a must ritual, (here I will not like to give any of my personal opinion about "the marriage" thing but we all know that somewhere it's considered important for everyone in their lives. There are hardly people who live life without marrying ever. Few even get remarried in their 60s if their spouse die then marrying once is considered a must! That's the way it is!) and she being handicapped it's not possible to find a perfect match for her who can marry her as well as keep her at par to the relation of a wife. Like a normal girl she too had dreams of marriage. In front of her eyes, small cousin sisters got married. Her family and she both felt bad for her broken heart. She too wanted to marry. She too wanted to be a bride. She too wanted a spouse, a life partner. She too wanted to be centre of attraction of everyone, for a day though. She too wanted to be a wife of someone. She too wanted to do makeup of a married woman, the sindoor, mangalsutra, payal, chudi, bichudi, etc.
But how? What could be done for her? Everyone wanted to see her happy coz she was a charming and strong woman but her disheartened emotions were not hidden from anyone too.

Then someone though of an idea which would give her everything that she wanted, happiness and a status of a married woman too!

Yesterday she got married, on the day of Tulsi Vivah  to lord Vishnu's avatar Shalagram! All the rituals of real marriage were performed and everything was same like a normal wedding, relatives were called, Pandit, Agni, Havan, Phere, Shadi with lord Krishna's idol!

I was amazed with this thought and the ceremony!

Though due to exams I couldn't attend the wedding but somewhere this incident touched me. I'm happy for her and I hope she remain happy forever now.
In India we always say Pati-Parmeshwar and she really got married to God.
Somewhere I feel it's feelings that are important and not what the reality says. Marriage is a ritual that has to be connected with our heart, if our heart accepts someone to be ours, his/her existence physically doesn't matter (again excluding general expectations of a normal life!) but it's all upon us. If we can accept it nothing is strange and unbelievable and if we can't then real marriages too broke!

I told her that she is lucky, her husband will always listen to her and everything that she wants to say! After all we pray to god for everything we desire and being her husband now it's Gods responsibility to fulfil her desires! :-D

Also, we've heard in stories that lord Krishna married women who needed his support that is why he have 108 or so wives.

I'm amazed and surprised with my own reaction to this incident!   :O
:-D