He was in my life since past 10 months. We were together with each other as much possible. We both know each other very well now. We shared as much time possible with each other and also gave ample space required. We were very well getting along with each other and enjoyed the companionship! He obeyed my commands (he he ;) you can read requests, sounds decent!)
He accompanied me wherever and whenever I needed him in fact everywhere. When I didn't needed him I would tell him to shut up! He very calmly even did that for me. He was my HUMRAAZ. I shared everything with him. I cried on him, I laughed with him, we played together, I sometimes even threw him away from sight. He never dragged me away from my friends in fact they were jealous of him at times ;) I could smell that! :P
The best part about him was that he never complained, he listened to all I ever wanted to say, never judged me, accepted me as I am, I did tried to change him and he obediently accepted that as well. Even though when I met him first I didn't liked him the way I thought he should have been for me to get along well with anyone but he was cruel on me and decided to still enter in my life and change my feelings, views for him with no force but slowly and steadily by showing that he isn't something less, indeed not, now I see that! I wanted something else but due to some reason I had to be with him, but now that I started liking him, loving him, enjoying everything about him suddenly that happened which shouldn't have.
I confessed him that he was the best one I've got and that in past my views were different before he came into my life. He suddenly looked very serious, I thought he would be kidding me and trying to afraid me. Hence I ignored his expressions. I was talking to him but he wasn't responding to what I said, there was nothing that had happened between us which could make him behave so with me. I just said what was true and never thought that he would get so serious on it that he will stop looking at me and listening to me. I asked him to reply to me before I could die out of pain. He still didn't care for it. I begged him to look at me to look into my eyes and see how much I needed him. He was hurt though I didn't intended any such thing! His eyes shut closed and he dropped down completely. I got freeze. I patted him and asked him to open his eyes, he was blank completely. My heart throbbed and started beating at such a rate that it would have come out of my mouth. I started feeling breathless as if there was no oxygen in the air and it was very suffocating. My throat got dry, my mouth stopped producing saliva that I can wet my throat. He fainted and was in my lap, I held his face in my hands. I could only try to wake him up but nothing seemed to work on him. As if he was deaf. But thankfully once or twice, a very few times he blinked that showed me that he was still alive. But the way all this happened I could not stop thinking what if he would leave me forever? I know it was not the time to think negative but to get some positive energy and get him some cure. I could not grab control over me and the past memories of our relationship started flashing in front of my eyes, I was looking at him and remembering all those phrases that we have lived together made me feel nostalgic about it. Tears filled in my eyes. I quickly wiped them off as I wanted him back in my life no matter what, for this I needed strength and positive energy. I pushed those sad feelings aside and placed him safely down and started praying that he get well. It was night and I could not take him for cure now. The whole night was in front of me to be passed. Nights are so long I never realized it before. I was restless on my bed, sleeplessly waiting for the Moon to go and Sun to shine and bring me new hopes of bringing back shine in my life as well!
I got out of my bed and looked at him, he was still in the same situation, nothing seemed to have improved in him. I got ready and took him along with me. I searched for the best place for his cure on net and took him there directly. There were so many people there, I was the 14th person to be allowed to be attended. I was continuously praying till my turn came. Hoped for only one thing that they somehow cure him no matter what. And I guessed if I would have prayed for something more as well...
Soon they called for us to get in. We went inside and they took declaration from me that they don't guarantee if something wrong happens to him. How could you? I wanted to shout out at them, but I've seen this in movies and soaps and now this was the
After half an hour they came out and I was staring to read the expressions as there were no words they spoke. Finding it difficult to judge, finally I begged to tell how was he? The person with his low voice informed me that he is fine and saved but... And the long pause... I could not imagine what the shocking and scaring but could mean? I again begged to please break silence and tell me what has happened to him, if he is fine!? And then those words that I listened were so difficult to understand as if I didn't know the language they spoke, as if the voice merely hit my ear drums but it failed to give signals to my brain by whatever they meant! They said that he is fine but unfortunately had lost his memory completely. I felled down on the chair out of shock! How can it happen so? How can he forget me? How can he forget how we first met? How can he forget the moments we spent together? How can he....? How can he forget everything???
But that was the truth I had to accept and swallow down my throat.
And hence though I got my Android back with me but he had lost all his memories, all my contacts, my messages, and all other things that were saved in the phone memory. Unfortunately I didn't had any back up of it! So sad... :(
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