I give my book to my friends, I wonder if they should be called as friend for they do such things which hurt me, and they forget to bring that book back when we have that subjects lecture.
Yesterday was costing lecture and my dear friend took my book to complete her book and forgot to bring it back! This was the second time that she did so. Last time it was Tax notebook.
When she exclaimed that she had forgotten, I thought that may be she is kidding; I usually try to horrify my friends so. But that was all true.
Even when first time this happened I just tried to control myself and didn’t busted out on her but repeating the same mistake again is too much and then expecting me to again forgive you is more than anything anyone could ever expect from a person like me!
Just because I have fun and kind of a happy-go-lucky doesn’t really mean that I would tolerate everything and take it as lightly as other things.
But still I tried to not say out any harsh thing that would make me regret later on that I got angry on such trivial thing which is not that trivial to me than for others.
I give my book to them to complete theirs and they make me write the stuffs in rough for they forgot that I gave them my book and then in the end my book is incomplete. May be sincerity word is just a boring thing for others but not for me.
Sometimes I feel that since the day I have realised that I'm very short tempered and I should not get angry on others from that day people have started testing my patience to that level that is impossible for me to achieve. Still when I control, they want me to talk to them normally, now this is just not possible and please don’t ever attempt to make me speak something, as my silence in itself means that I’m trying not to say anything rude that would hurt you for your own acts. But no, people just don’t want to understand things in your way.
Now I think I should give it a serious thought as to with whom I should share my stuffs and to whom I should strictly refuse. It would be better for me.
Yesterday was costing lecture and my dear friend took my book to complete her book and forgot to bring it back! This was the second time that she did so. Last time it was Tax notebook.
When she exclaimed that she had forgotten, I thought that may be she is kidding; I usually try to horrify my friends so. But that was all true.
Even when first time this happened I just tried to control myself and didn’t busted out on her but repeating the same mistake again is too much and then expecting me to again forgive you is more than anything anyone could ever expect from a person like me!
Just because I have fun and kind of a happy-go-lucky doesn’t really mean that I would tolerate everything and take it as lightly as other things.
But still I tried to not say out any harsh thing that would make me regret later on that I got angry on such trivial thing which is not that trivial to me than for others.
I give my book to them to complete theirs and they make me write the stuffs in rough for they forgot that I gave them my book and then in the end my book is incomplete. May be sincerity word is just a boring thing for others but not for me.
Sometimes I feel that since the day I have realised that I'm very short tempered and I should not get angry on others from that day people have started testing my patience to that level that is impossible for me to achieve. Still when I control, they want me to talk to them normally, now this is just not possible and please don’t ever attempt to make me speak something, as my silence in itself means that I’m trying not to say anything rude that would hurt you for your own acts. But no, people just don’t want to understand things in your way.
Now I think I should give it a serious thought as to with whom I should share my stuffs and to whom I should strictly refuse. It would be better for me.
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