Friend request session

Like you and I know that on radio people call and ask RJ for their favourite song to be played similarly now a days my friends have started a completely unique set of requests and that is my profile pic selection.
I get messages of their wishes as to which profile picture I should put today on my Watsapp. I of course grant their wishes as they are mere related to pic! But due to which I have others eyes widening on me as to I'm quite frequently changing pictures, what's the matter?
I never knew before if changing pictures was a crime! But to their assurance I have to accept their request and put up their favourite pic of mine and the loop forms...

I need to click more pictures now to change them quite often! ;-)

Restless peace

Restless mind when muses you can't live in peace until you find answers to the questions your mind, body and soul asks!
What are the virtues of a human life?
Truth, loyalty, integrity, independence, happiness, peace etc etc...
And the difference is that everyone have their own definition to define their truth, their loyalty, their integrity, their happiness and their peace of mind...
It's not easy to live this life...
There is no perfect protocol to live it.
And it's more difficult when you try seeking meanings of your own life, when you start thinking what's important to you, when you start realising that what you're seeking now will not hold good and will not give you peace while you'll be on your death bed, which one day everyone will have to, so it's better to decide what you really want from this life of yours.
What you want?
fame/ money/ luxury/ family/ position/ power/ social life/ people/ or what?

Does your fate lead you or you lead it?
What you become, irrespective of it being good or bad, is it already written or you hold the pen of your life?
Sometimes you feel you are the leader of your life but sometimes it seems, no, somebody more powerful is driving you and your life without your will and wishes. But is it fair?
Coz you are held responsible for your actions.

Could we possibly challenge our fate and become something that we want to?
Can we seek peace for ourselves and be happy for what we do not because we thought it to be right but they being right into itself by not harming anyone?

Until you think about yourself, your life and your goals before going to sleep you can never expect your life to be meaningful throughout.
You'll end up following the heard and one day you'll be just one amongst those thousand sheep. But if you know the virtue of your dreams, your belonging to this human life you'll be not a mere dead person on your death bed but a happy person seeking another body for your soul to bring in more peace to yourself and not fall into any body with regrets of past life and being restless again in the new body...

I've gone lien

Almost everyone has talked to me about it after looking at my updated Watsapp profile picture.
I was wondering it had become an over hyped issue more so than when Kareena was with her size zero. I didn't notice any such drastic change in my appearance but if so many people claim it to be so I wouldn't deny.
Surprisingly there were even tips how I should get back to my normal look which they like. Gosh!!!
Big deal in fact I have planned ways to make myself more flexible and healthier than decide ever to put on some weight. My to-do list still have morning walk and some yoga and meditation on!
I was fed up being jailed into four walls of my room all studying and my whole body has gone tied and lost it's flexibility. I need some good exercise and some out door game too.

For time being I've to change my profile pic to something of back days! To avoid more comments ;-)
Not use to it! :-P

Cranky feeling...

While working I usually like listening songs. My phone never stops surprising me. On shuffle sometimes those songs get played which even I imagine, I have this song!? For few weird songs I have to wonder, yuk how can this song be with me? :O
But when at morning it suddenly starts playing sad songs, I've to come jumping leaving all task at same to shuffle to next song. It just doesn't suits listening to sad song at the start of the day in morning. Morning should be positive and hopeful and not with tadap tadap ke aur tanhai... :-\

Books are BFF!

In one of the film Katrina says, "Books are best friends as they don't demand anything nor does they expect anything from us!"
(I know the name of movie, it's in Ajab prem ki gazab kahani :-P)

After the tiring day I still wished to read and it was really A joyous moment. It taught me so many things and the day was of much more learning. As the book ends I'll tell about which book I read and the worthy things in it. That's really true statement. Books are friend whom we can always and at anytime go to and read. They never demand anything nor does they expect anything from us and yet they give so much of knowledge and experience.
I'm today thankful to God for making me an able person who can read and understand things and who have indulged a habit of reading. I wish to continue reading books like I continue to breath, may it last till my life!

Moov day...

When Mom falls ill I'm the person incharge of things to be done at home. I'm not a person who don't know address of the kitchen, like few! But of course being involved in a course involving hard core time dedication to studies I don't know address of most of things in kitchen. I had to run between bedroom, where mom was resting, and kitchen to know what I should get from where. If I found mom in sleep I preferred search method. Opened almost all containers and found out my ingredients. It was enjoyable. Making food is an ART I believe. Thankfully my artistic work is liked by everyone and at the end of the day it inspires and satisfies you and becomes driving force to work next time.
Washing dishes and clothes is hard core laboured job. But I am happy that I can do everything with perfection though with slow speed due to lack of practice but that's okay. If I don't have studies at an opportunity cost I never mind giving my helping hand at household chores. Being woman I always know the importance of having knowledge of the basics of stuffs at least if not everything then! For men, things get dealt with somehow whether the leading lady is ill or not it doesn't affect them at all until they don't have any other lady to substitute temporarily. Lucky they are! May be or may be not! I always prefer being independent. I feel happy at the end of the day where I had done all my work on my own. During exams I had to depend for many things to save time but now I am back with the onus of doing my work on own and if possible help in general work too.
No work is small.
I believe it.

Everything said and done...
Lack of practice had given me back pain for doing all jobs. It's really a tough task but it's a nice way of workout! ;-)
Perception matters... B-)

looking at other side of the coin...

Other day, one of my friend bluntly ended up asking me, When I'm getting married? After pakaofying for half an hour that I'm already married finally I warned not to ask such silly questions. The day it'll happen I'll let everyone know about it surely.
Phew! This is problem of this age group. After completing studies, almost all parents want their kids to get settled. I can't even imagine into being in that circumstance! :-\
On same day evening I met another friend. After talking for a while she told me that she's upset with her parents coz they want her to think about her marriage now, that they have started looking for a groom for her. I was obviously surprised but then I ended up surprising myself by suggesting her to be positive about it. I asked her to think over it calmly rather than just reacting about it. After all our parents want us to be happy that's it. If we can make them understand with our valid reasons as to why we don't want any commitment then fine but if they too have reasons for us to act as per their will then that is not always bad too. I just wanted her to be positive about it. I didn't wanted her to have an argument or fight over it with her parents.
Later I was wondering if I were honest to her?!
I didn't acted theoretically but I just asked her to be positive to whatever comes in life. Sometimes what we perceive a particular thing to be it's not necessary that it actually will be like that. It may be good as well. It's just that we fear about it.

Though it's difficult to judge but life have many stages and one of it is marriage. We must decide when we want that stage to come but not necessary that we always resist it. I've seen many who say, I don't wanna marry ever and all but in the end the truth is this world won't let you live peacefully until you do and nor is it mostly possible to as well to be single forever.
May be as one of my BFF says, enjoy every stage and relation of life it brings new experience. So that's true.

But we must be happy and sure about it!

2 Days post exam

I was sick, of nothing but really sick! On complete rest. Could hardly read nor was there anything interesting in TV to keep me up watching except todays, comedy nights with Kapil. There is no movie currently going on that I feel like watching. Just laying on bed/sofa and lazing is all I did 2 days. Met one friend. Talked to one and chatted with many. Few friends ran away from me! One to Mira Road and another more away, Rajasthan! I am missing their presence. I hope their respective responsible work get completed soon and they return back and we spend some time together. Have our girls handout, just like last time! ;-)
It was awesome. I'm waiting for that opportunity again! :-D

Today two parents came to ask me if I can teach their children who are in 12th, commerce. I never deny to help. So today evening passed in teaching Bills of Exchange and Goodwill treatment in Admission of Partner. Wow, old concepts coming back. I loved explaining them. I love teaching.
I have one more student of S.Y. B.com who always comes few days before exams. I use to it. But not his fault. He is more into cricket so he find less time to study. Whatever time he gets he studies days and nights and scores first class always. That's inspiring! B-)
Teaching is respectable profession.

So, for the time being I have this new job in hand, to teach 3-4 students all subjects. Meanwhile I'll find time to read my books too.
Lots of things to do and time is just flying...

Life after exams again! :-)

Finally exams are over today!
Relieved of studies and pressure more of and I hope for the last time too coz I don't want exams anymore and nor does this relief, simple! :-P
Confidence and positivity I'm seeking.
Now it's time to visit my to-do list which have list of things that I have listed to do after exams.
When did the list got so long I never noticed?! :O
It contains list of books that I've bought and kept for the day to come when I can read them all and that day is now!
Yeah...
Now my all time will be for my books, movies, TV serials, writing (undoubtedly), cooking, health, gaming, etc...

I want to start with some philosophical book. After reading CA philosophy and writing my own philosophies in exam I'm not yet in mood of changing the genre! :-P

And of course, I've to get back on Watsapp... which I had uninstalled for few months and people had asked me thousand times now that when I'll be returning? So it has to be now I guess. Don't have an excuse now to stay unconnected with them but it really worked right way to stay away from social networking while studying! You can really concentrate and not waste time unknowingly.
You have to work out things in your favour sometimes.
Chalo never mind I can now get connected back to my friends :-)
plan meets and movies and some trip too I hope! :-)

Lots of things in hand with lot many days too! :-)

One more teaching of life!

Sometimes we care for someone and we suggest them something but when it falls on deaf ears or considered as burden and becomes unacceptable then to save the importance of your self respect, love and words it's better to leave the matter and not display our concern the next time!

Life teaches many things. Sometimes about how not to care too! :-!