e-masakkali...

I LUV this song sooooooooooo... much! :)

Muralitharan's coin challenge!!!!!!!!

Amazing......
Isn't it?

Disclaimer: I'm not a Cricket fan, so don't expect any cricket post from my poor BLOG! :P

Seeking Recognition!

We always seek recognition. We do things only when we get recognition for it!
I happen to meet one of my friend after a long back. She chose science field and me got into commerce. She is in her engineering last year just while talking I asked her what are her future plans, she is doing telecom engineering but thinking of doing M. Tech as only then according to her she'll have good job opportunity. She being the first child was also concerned about her Dads financial strength. Hence was giving thought on whether to get the available jobs or to continue study? I agreed to her views, we do have to think about our parents.
Later when I was sharing this conversation with bro, he interrogated that even after getting caste preference they feel financially concerned then what could be the condition of others who have to pays lacs of fees and they merely pay thousands?
I'm strictly against this Reservation thing, may be we should give recognition to financially incapable than to still give caste preference blindly. Well how can I forget that all these are mere political tools left and not for any development of any class of people or any such thing.
Bro put up the issue that no matter what but even if anyone would be very much financially strong or no matter how strong you are in terms of your values and justice but still no one would say that I don't want reservation preference after being eligible.
I agreed with the logic that firstly we never feel that we have enough money. Like if we see any opportunity that we may get something at discount rate who would say no I don't want discount and I'll pay gross! We will think that with savings we can fulfill other needs. So money is never sufficient. Similarly, when we are studying our parents are the one who fund us for our carrier so we cannot go and build our values at their cost. May be if they would think doing so for us then probably we may agree to it. But then as I said if anything could be done at lower cost who would pay more voluntarily? No one.
Max to max we would do it if someone would praise our acts. Like these politicians do.
Like Rahul Gandhi can stand in rain for his speech for there is media to cover this, there is public to see this, there are elections which would give him votes, but would he do the same when there would be need in flood? May be he'll come after everything is diseased or settled by others but would he do anything even then? No!
Similarly, we humans do mostly things which could give us some gain, if not mostly financial but then may be for reputation. But their will be some recognition that we would wish to seek for doing something.
Praise from others is driving factor for most of us, we want others to say good things about us. Self satisfaction can drive up to an extent only! Some of you may disagree but still this is what is rationally done.

Inspired living!

Slowly when I observe myself I realize how much I've changed over the years. And thankfully these changes are on good and better side of ME! And may be for people associated with me as well.
I love to introspect, what I was? How am I now? Is the change making me a better person and making my life better to myself as well as those around me? Do I need to change the change more? What else I think I should change into ME? And so many other questions...
And mostly the questions generate when I get inspired by others. When I see and observe any person and when my heart says Wow! What a great person he/she is for a particular thing that they have in them, indeed when you just see only a particular role of a person you never know if they are best in all their roles. Hence whatever role they play in my life if I happen to like that and feel inspired this in itself is a reason to believe that they are good in that role at least. Of course I believe in that saying, No man is perfect! But there is this saying as well that there is something good in every human being.
And I always believe in looking at that good side, and when I feel that the person is better than me in a particular regard as I feel inspired about something in them that make me realise is not in ME hence I feel inspired. Then I keep that thing as a benchmark for me and try to see to it that I should be like that! I guess that's the use of knowing what you like. If you just end up praising others for good in them and know that you lack in it and it would be good and satisfying if you too would have been so but you did not try or even think of changing but just end up praising them then it would be of no use!
I always think that anything that inspires me is an indication that ME is not better in it or else I would have felt normal about they being so. For I'm not better in something that I like is not a good sign to continue living in such incompleteness. Soon I try and try to know how and what I need to achieve to reach that level? On opportunities I try to grab them and see to it that I react differently which could mean I'm taking the path that I've designed.
Life is about learning. With every second passing by there happen so many incidents around us, if we observe we can learn very much from them but if we just end up being dead about them then probably we may be what we were.
I strongly believe in changing even if it would mean for changing for others. Until it could prove to me that this change would be good and would give value to ME and my living I would not mind even changing for others for that matter few say you should not change yourself for others, I feel there isn't any harm in changing for others if they could give you reasons for you to change and make you believe that life around you would be more simple with that change.
Keep changing, it's good to be one who changes with time and circumstances! Remember there isn't any rigid rule to live life, make your own rules and live it for your better as well & or people around. As human beings are ought to be a social animal and will remain so.
It's good to change for others whom you love! Yes, but never think about changing others until they think that they need to. As much possible think about bring change in you. Rather than always finding out mistakes in others let us know what and how could we improve. Be Selfish, be better and improve yourself than to change others as that would make you a better person. So be better and let others be how they want to be.

She's a Small Town Girl! :D

Lovely Rocking Song!

I'm Loving it... ;)

Enjoy!!!!!!! :P

Selfish WE!

Mostly every year I find this happening, in my gallery the Pigeon would come and lay eggs. I don't know if every year the same pigeon comes but there comes one. No! actually two of them. May be one of them could be Dad Pigeon and another Mumma Pigeon.

This is bound to happen, we have ruined all forests and built these cement forests, where are they supposed to go? So we let them lay eggs, even though they kill my plant as they lay it in a pot and I can't water plant with the fear that the egg might get spoilt. I don't have much knowledge about it. Worst part is that they spoil whole balcony with their sh*t! 

Oh! I hate this! :/

Last year, it was the month of March that they came and it was very sunny then so my  Mom tied one cloth to protect Mumma Pigeon from warmth as whole time she sits on those eggs. We also kept water in our old pot so that she doesn’t get dehydration. Dad in morning before going to office use to give them Bajra to eat.

At times there came Crows to eat eggs, then Bro would horrify them with long stick that we have.

Soon both the eggs hatched and there born two Baby Pigeons, but sadly due to some reason they could not survive! And Mumma Pigeon left the pot after their death and then Crows came and took them away.

I felt very sad, in fact all of us! :(

This year too the Pigeons came, lay egg, this time it was only one egg, we have food and water to Mumma Pigeon, the egg hatched and baby pigeon born, I wanted to see him but Mumma Pigeon didn't, she feared if I would harm her baby, of course I can't explain her that I won't. Hence, I decided not to trouble her but thankfully the baby pigeon survived and now quite big. I see him/her when Mumma Pigeon flies away in between, after laying egg and till the baby is small they don't leave the baby alone as Crows eat them up, I hate Crows! Huh!!!

But these birds grow too quickly, I observed! Baby pigeon was previously all yellowish without hairs on his/her feathers, eyes closed, but now there are feathers and he/she can even stand, even attempts to jump otta the pot but Mumma Pigeon throws Baby Pigeon back inside the pot and he/she makes noise. It's so fun to observe all this, real wildlife scenes! :)

But today what I saw broke my heart! :(

Dad went to office early morning and hence forgot to give cereals to Pigeon, I too had evening class so I took the bowl of cereals and sprinkled them near the pot, and Baby Pigeon was alone there. I poured the whole bowl so that along with Baby Pigeon, Mumma Pigeon and Dad Pigeon can too feed themselves. After pouring the cereals I was standing there to see Baby Pigeon having his/her food but Baby was staring me and didn't moved I thought may be he/she can't eat on own. I went inside the kitchen to keep the bowl back. Slowly I returned to the balcony and peeped so that Baby Pigeon don't get to know that I was there or else he/she would be sacred. What I saw then was shocking! There was Mumma Pigeon whom Baby Pigeon was pushing back as she was trying to eat the cereals. Even after many attempts Baby Pigeon didn't allow her to have even a single cereal but was himself/herself was having all of it quickly. Also after completing Baby slept in the pot alone as now he/she was big there was not enough places for both Mumma and Baby Pigeon to sit together. Hence Baby Pigeon almost throws out Mumma Pigeon otta the pot and occupied the entire place for himself/herself!

This is the reality looking at which I felt so bad. Mumma Pigeon strived for days and nights, fought with Crows, stayed hungry, took risk of laying egg near humans, it's so cold this winter and she still strived and was near the egg so that it could hatch with warmth, after baby Pigeon born she kept baby underneath her that we could not even see him/her for once, whatever food we gave to Mumma Pigeon she chewed and would feed to Baby Pigeon first, she protected Baby Pigeon from winter and would cover him/her throughout. Finally, when Baby Pigeon seemed to have gained strength to stand on his/her feet’s, is now capable of chewing the cereals and since now his/her feathers are capable of flying he/she didn't seem to need Mumma Pigeon and hence easily throws her out of the pot.

I would not blame the Pigeons, aren't we humans of same kind?

As soon as we find ourselves capable of living our life on our own, don't we throw our Parents otta their houses, don't we forget our values, don't we forget our Parents efforts that they took to bring us up?

You need it!

Me was walking on the road and was about to reach class and hence was on the other side of the road from where the vehicles were coming from the front of me. I was very much on the corner walking in my own world and suddenly noticed a boy on bicycle coming too close to me with very less speed. There was a car parked to my right which restricted me from moving away from him and while passing by he whispering, aati kya? And increased the speed and ran away.
I wondered for a while was angry but within few minutes started laughing uncontrollably!
...and kept laughing till I reached class, my friends asked me what happened?
I said them,"Just imagine these days boys don't have this much common sense as well that to impress any girl you should have at least a bike."
They looked puzzled more for I was not angry but laughing on such happening and I explained them what happened.
But still one of my friend asked, "Why should they have a bike necessarily?"
I replied, (still laughing :D) " So that since they are street Romeo a girl could have no reason to be with them so probably having a bike could give one reason that at least she could get one driver who can drop her home free..."
My friend too started laughing and eagerly asked, " Sahi hai yarr... & Whats the other one?"
I replied,"If the girl get too angry then pulling a boy from a bicycle is not a big task... A bike could save your life... You never know... ;) )

Beware! :/

My new Mantra!

Those who sacrifice only know what they have sacrificed!

My new Profile Pic

Just loved the pic.
Feel something looking at it...
Can't explain, what! :)

I have it but never realised it!

It's so easy to crib about what you don't have. But we hardly attempt to appreciate our life for giving us things which we have and others don't and which we eagerly wanted as well and now that we have it, it doesn't seem that glorious than it was before we achieved it!
Okay, you might have been confused as to what am I talking about. So let me clarify my statement with supporting to an incident that made me realise this!
I have my C. A. Final exams in May12. I've very well started for its preparations as well.
I was going back home from class and one of the uncle in my society happen to meet me and casually asked me what am I doing these days and ME very proudly quoted him that I'm in C. A. Final and have May attempt.
After we good bye each other I stoped for a while and wondered. Wow!!!! Quoting yourself as a C. A. Final student is none a game of a Jack. It feels proud, it feels that you are at some level, that you have achieved something and this something needs just a bit of more hard work and efforts to convert it into everything that I can ever wish! This is what I wanted and this is what I have since past 1 year but have never appreciated that I'm in C. A. Final. What else do you want from life when you dreamt of something and you have it with you. I had 3 attempts in my PCC, due to any given reason. And before my results all I wanted was to clear my PCC. I cleared as well, I thanked to God as well but then over the period never appreciated that even though I cleared my PCC in 3 attempts I'm still with my those friends who have cleared it at once. I still have opportunity to be a 1st attempt. C. A. by clearing my final in 1st attempt. What else do I want?
I very well know my priorities as well as my responsibilities! All I want is to grab the opportunity that I've got.
I will try my best, and will not think about the rest!