You'll not be killed

When you are in complete mess and have no idea of what you're doing and what's going on with you, around you! Only one person, you know, can take you otta the mess but then the fear of facing the person with this situation in none less than an encounter with a wild animal but... But somehow the feeling creeps in that somehow you want to be otta this mess, no matter what! And you gather all courage in you, aaj main solution nikal ke rahungi, and head ahead to get things sorted out. Coz dying once is better than dying each moment everyday! And you think, worst to worst case you'll have to listen harsh words! You'll not be killed... Phew!!!! This realisation is awesome... You will not be killed... Coz as a human being the worst fear for us is of losing this life... Hmmm... And no encounter with your boss could be life threatening! :-P ;-)
So, keeping aside my self respect, I went to the boss! After few harsh words, though less than what I had imagined, finally problem got solved!
Gosh! It's over forever...
Sometimes we imagine things to be like a mountain though they turn out to be just a big stone... :-)
Hence, never fear of anyone and take the step towards truth and courage... :-)

Never ending wait...

Sometimes you keep waiting for someone but deep inside you know you're waiting unnecessarily but you still keep hope and wait for them to come back... But positive attitude doesn't help always! You know it's not going to happen ever but you still hope and pray and wish for it to happen...
Sometimes, not by others but we ourselves get fooled by us!
Why is it so hard to accept the reality and face the facts?!

Missing someone...

Why is it that to gain something you always have to sacrifice something in it's place!?
Why doesn't happiness come in a separate package and not in combination with sorrows...?
Why people whom you love are bound to go away from you, though sometimes for a while but still this while seems longer enough! Theory of relativity... Indeed...
But still, missing someone is worst! Not a useful thing into itself. Coz most of the time they doesn't even know that somebody's missing them so badly. Though same goes when we are being missed, we never know who is missing us and at what intensity?!
May be this is how it is ment to be... You miss someone, someone miss you... Sometimes you meet sometimes you never, but the feelings remains same forever...

I was also an innocent child someday!?

There is a small baby girl in front of me, sometimes crying, sometimes smiling, sometimes sleeping, sometimes playing, sometimes confidently looking at everyone, sometimes cautious, sometimes dancing, sometimes stationary, sometimes adorable, sometimes stubborn... The baby is enjoying herself, that's coz she has her mother standing besides her at all times, giving her full attention of hers, to her her daughter is the centre of attraction, her world is around her only!
Looking at this, all I felt is, even I was a baby years ago and even my mother would have taken all sort of efforts to carry me, to nurture me, to make me happy she too have sacrificed so many things, to my obstinate behaviour she would have handled it all with patience and care!
Babies are so innocent when they're small, not concerned about who the person sitting next to them in the public place is but they only know who takes care of them and that is their MOTHER and when this known person is near them, they are care free and comfortable! :)
How innocent they are when they know nothing much of this world but only that now they belong to this new world, which might be old to their souls but for their new beginning it's altogether a new world...
I wish I would have remembered all childhood memories...