Friend request session

Like you and I know that on radio people call and ask RJ for their favourite song to be played similarly now a days my friends have started a completely unique set of requests and that is my profile pic selection.
I get messages of their wishes as to which profile picture I should put today on my Watsapp. I of course grant their wishes as they are mere related to pic! But due to which I have others eyes widening on me as to I'm quite frequently changing pictures, what's the matter?
I never knew before if changing pictures was a crime! But to their assurance I have to accept their request and put up their favourite pic of mine and the loop forms...

I need to click more pictures now to change them quite often! ;-)

Restless peace

Restless mind when muses you can't live in peace until you find answers to the questions your mind, body and soul asks!
What are the virtues of a human life?
Truth, loyalty, integrity, independence, happiness, peace etc etc...
And the difference is that everyone have their own definition to define their truth, their loyalty, their integrity, their happiness and their peace of mind...
It's not easy to live this life...
There is no perfect protocol to live it.
And it's more difficult when you try seeking meanings of your own life, when you start thinking what's important to you, when you start realising that what you're seeking now will not hold good and will not give you peace while you'll be on your death bed, which one day everyone will have to, so it's better to decide what you really want from this life of yours.
What you want?
fame/ money/ luxury/ family/ position/ power/ social life/ people/ or what?

Does your fate lead you or you lead it?
What you become, irrespective of it being good or bad, is it already written or you hold the pen of your life?
Sometimes you feel you are the leader of your life but sometimes it seems, no, somebody more powerful is driving you and your life without your will and wishes. But is it fair?
Coz you are held responsible for your actions.

Could we possibly challenge our fate and become something that we want to?
Can we seek peace for ourselves and be happy for what we do not because we thought it to be right but they being right into itself by not harming anyone?

Until you think about yourself, your life and your goals before going to sleep you can never expect your life to be meaningful throughout.
You'll end up following the heard and one day you'll be just one amongst those thousand sheep. But if you know the virtue of your dreams, your belonging to this human life you'll be not a mere dead person on your death bed but a happy person seeking another body for your soul to bring in more peace to yourself and not fall into any body with regrets of past life and being restless again in the new body...

I've gone lien

Almost everyone has talked to me about it after looking at my updated Watsapp profile picture.
I was wondering it had become an over hyped issue more so than when Kareena was with her size zero. I didn't notice any such drastic change in my appearance but if so many people claim it to be so I wouldn't deny.
Surprisingly there were even tips how I should get back to my normal look which they like. Gosh!!!
Big deal in fact I have planned ways to make myself more flexible and healthier than decide ever to put on some weight. My to-do list still have morning walk and some yoga and meditation on!
I was fed up being jailed into four walls of my room all studying and my whole body has gone tied and lost it's flexibility. I need some good exercise and some out door game too.

For time being I've to change my profile pic to something of back days! To avoid more comments ;-)
Not use to it! :-P

Cranky feeling...

While working I usually like listening songs. My phone never stops surprising me. On shuffle sometimes those songs get played which even I imagine, I have this song!? For few weird songs I have to wonder, yuk how can this song be with me? :O
But when at morning it suddenly starts playing sad songs, I've to come jumping leaving all task at same to shuffle to next song. It just doesn't suits listening to sad song at the start of the day in morning. Morning should be positive and hopeful and not with tadap tadap ke aur tanhai... :-\

Books are BFF!

In one of the film Katrina says, "Books are best friends as they don't demand anything nor does they expect anything from us!"
(I know the name of movie, it's in Ajab prem ki gazab kahani :-P)

After the tiring day I still wished to read and it was really A joyous moment. It taught me so many things and the day was of much more learning. As the book ends I'll tell about which book I read and the worthy things in it. That's really true statement. Books are friend whom we can always and at anytime go to and read. They never demand anything nor does they expect anything from us and yet they give so much of knowledge and experience.
I'm today thankful to God for making me an able person who can read and understand things and who have indulged a habit of reading. I wish to continue reading books like I continue to breath, may it last till my life!

Moov day...

When Mom falls ill I'm the person incharge of things to be done at home. I'm not a person who don't know address of the kitchen, like few! But of course being involved in a course involving hard core time dedication to studies I don't know address of most of things in kitchen. I had to run between bedroom, where mom was resting, and kitchen to know what I should get from where. If I found mom in sleep I preferred search method. Opened almost all containers and found out my ingredients. It was enjoyable. Making food is an ART I believe. Thankfully my artistic work is liked by everyone and at the end of the day it inspires and satisfies you and becomes driving force to work next time.
Washing dishes and clothes is hard core laboured job. But I am happy that I can do everything with perfection though with slow speed due to lack of practice but that's okay. If I don't have studies at an opportunity cost I never mind giving my helping hand at household chores. Being woman I always know the importance of having knowledge of the basics of stuffs at least if not everything then! For men, things get dealt with somehow whether the leading lady is ill or not it doesn't affect them at all until they don't have any other lady to substitute temporarily. Lucky they are! May be or may be not! I always prefer being independent. I feel happy at the end of the day where I had done all my work on my own. During exams I had to depend for many things to save time but now I am back with the onus of doing my work on own and if possible help in general work too.
No work is small.
I believe it.

Everything said and done...
Lack of practice had given me back pain for doing all jobs. It's really a tough task but it's a nice way of workout! ;-)
Perception matters... B-)

looking at other side of the coin...

Other day, one of my friend bluntly ended up asking me, When I'm getting married? After pakaofying for half an hour that I'm already married finally I warned not to ask such silly questions. The day it'll happen I'll let everyone know about it surely.
Phew! This is problem of this age group. After completing studies, almost all parents want their kids to get settled. I can't even imagine into being in that circumstance! :-\
On same day evening I met another friend. After talking for a while she told me that she's upset with her parents coz they want her to think about her marriage now, that they have started looking for a groom for her. I was obviously surprised but then I ended up surprising myself by suggesting her to be positive about it. I asked her to think over it calmly rather than just reacting about it. After all our parents want us to be happy that's it. If we can make them understand with our valid reasons as to why we don't want any commitment then fine but if they too have reasons for us to act as per their will then that is not always bad too. I just wanted her to be positive about it. I didn't wanted her to have an argument or fight over it with her parents.
Later I was wondering if I were honest to her?!
I didn't acted theoretically but I just asked her to be positive to whatever comes in life. Sometimes what we perceive a particular thing to be it's not necessary that it actually will be like that. It may be good as well. It's just that we fear about it.

Though it's difficult to judge but life have many stages and one of it is marriage. We must decide when we want that stage to come but not necessary that we always resist it. I've seen many who say, I don't wanna marry ever and all but in the end the truth is this world won't let you live peacefully until you do and nor is it mostly possible to as well to be single forever.
May be as one of my BFF says, enjoy every stage and relation of life it brings new experience. So that's true.

But we must be happy and sure about it!

2 Days post exam

I was sick, of nothing but really sick! On complete rest. Could hardly read nor was there anything interesting in TV to keep me up watching except todays, comedy nights with Kapil. There is no movie currently going on that I feel like watching. Just laying on bed/sofa and lazing is all I did 2 days. Met one friend. Talked to one and chatted with many. Few friends ran away from me! One to Mira Road and another more away, Rajasthan! I am missing their presence. I hope their respective responsible work get completed soon and they return back and we spend some time together. Have our girls handout, just like last time! ;-)
It was awesome. I'm waiting for that opportunity again! :-D

Today two parents came to ask me if I can teach their children who are in 12th, commerce. I never deny to help. So today evening passed in teaching Bills of Exchange and Goodwill treatment in Admission of Partner. Wow, old concepts coming back. I loved explaining them. I love teaching.
I have one more student of S.Y. B.com who always comes few days before exams. I use to it. But not his fault. He is more into cricket so he find less time to study. Whatever time he gets he studies days and nights and scores first class always. That's inspiring! B-)
Teaching is respectable profession.

So, for the time being I have this new job in hand, to teach 3-4 students all subjects. Meanwhile I'll find time to read my books too.
Lots of things to do and time is just flying...

Life after exams again! :-)

Finally exams are over today!
Relieved of studies and pressure more of and I hope for the last time too coz I don't want exams anymore and nor does this relief, simple! :-P
Confidence and positivity I'm seeking.
Now it's time to visit my to-do list which have list of things that I have listed to do after exams.
When did the list got so long I never noticed?! :O
It contains list of books that I've bought and kept for the day to come when I can read them all and that day is now!
Yeah...
Now my all time will be for my books, movies, TV serials, writing (undoubtedly), cooking, health, gaming, etc...

I want to start with some philosophical book. After reading CA philosophy and writing my own philosophies in exam I'm not yet in mood of changing the genre! :-P

And of course, I've to get back on Watsapp... which I had uninstalled for few months and people had asked me thousand times now that when I'll be returning? So it has to be now I guess. Don't have an excuse now to stay unconnected with them but it really worked right way to stay away from social networking while studying! You can really concentrate and not waste time unknowingly.
You have to work out things in your favour sometimes.
Chalo never mind I can now get connected back to my friends :-)
plan meets and movies and some trip too I hope! :-)

Lots of things in hand with lot many days too! :-)

One more teaching of life!

Sometimes we care for someone and we suggest them something but when it falls on deaf ears or considered as burden and becomes unacceptable then to save the importance of your self respect, love and words it's better to leave the matter and not display our concern the next time!

Life teaches many things. Sometimes about how not to care too! :-!

Kaisa ye ISCA hai? Ajab sa RISK hai!

Even two days leave couldn't help much to many for answering this paper! No matter how much I study as soon as I close the book it's all blank and so was yesterday!
Few students couldn't survive more than an hour and decided to surrender. I never (touch wood) attempt anything of such sorts, walking off is not my forte. I prefer writing something whatever I can recollect rather than just give up! Though at some answers I pitied the checker who would be reading those answers!
Girl to my right was constantly staring at me when I was able to answer and I wanted to tell her, nazar mat laga yarr... :-\
Shocking was when a girl few seats ahead asked supplement!
:O
Few people could really understand ISCA too! o_O

One of my friend in previous attempt just missed her exemption by 2 marks. Sometimes luck is too cruel to us! :-C

Hoping to utilize two days leave for DT at least. I must learn from my past mistake! Only then can the regret be justified of wasting time before ISCA paper! :-(

ISCA I love to hate you! :-/
But hope not to have chance to ever think about you anymore ever! :-P

I'm not a crazy fan but still...

My nonsense brother just now told me that one of his friend knows Shahid Kapoor personally and is today going to an event where Shahid would be coming and my brother was too invited for the event!
Can you imagine?! :O
Wow!!!
But brother can't go... Never mind... But I wished if exams would not have been on calendar I would have attempted to meet him if possible. ;-)
I mean I am not a person who usually go crazy for his/her star or for that matter any sports person, like people are behind God of Cricket these days! I do admire few people not for their real character but reel character or for their mere looks per se or for their achievements, of course, I may say!
Actually, I've never done anything crazy to prove my fan following for anyone nor would and could ever can I do anything of that sorts like many of my friends. Keep their mobile/PC wallpaper of their favourite hero, make scrap book with all pictures published in newspapers or magazines, participating into quiz that promises meeting your favourite star, blah blah blah... People do many many things. I've not done anything of that sorts for anyone ever and nor could I ever as well, I'm sure about that much for myself if not anything else then! ;-)
:-P

Few things are not applicable for me and those are it, showing off my likes publicly!
Why?
I don't know!
Just I can't!

And I'm sure if and ever if I would ever meet any of my favourite personality I'm damn sure I'll not go crazy in front of them and behave like an idiot, like many do, I've seen on TV but I will just shake hands with them and say few words possibly though not intending to ever explain why I like them or so coz I guess all those things just doesn't even matter to them.
Yeah... It just doesn't, I know it... That's the fact! May be that is why I can never stand out of the bungalow of any star just to have a glimpse of his in the crowd of hundreds. I've seen people standing really, I just watched them, expressed my shock and moved ahead...
What's the use? I can't do all that...
Wherever your actions get equal importance and respect it's worth doing, where not recognised, it's just waste of your time and troublesome for others. Not in any way blaming stars, they have their own limitations and from security perspectives they can't meet each and ever person personally too, accepted!
Hence I can't go mad about anyone for mere fact that I like his/her work which he/she does for their living, like any other person, but it's just that it involves fame associated with their job that people get to know about them, about their face only  and not real character. Of course, we can't know them, whom we like so much, whether as a human being they are worth giving recognition or not?
Hence for my liking towards the digital entertainment characters that they perform it's only worth recognising their efforts into that field and max if got an opportunity I would shake hands, get an autograph max to max and wish luck for future, that's it!
I don't know how people end up hugging and all! :-\
They are mad, I'm not! B-)

Hence, I've asked for an autograph of Shahid if possible! Though I'm excited about if ever I could get chance to see him in reality, standing in front of me? It would be an experience to record, that's it! :-)

Acceptance!

Sometimes you have to face some problems without any option and you think cursed, that you're only made to suffer and go through though times, that you are negated!
Then at some juncture you end up meeting a person who is sort of into the same circumstances but the approach and views of taking things is positive and have more acceptability towards what life has to offer! And suddenly you realise that you just sympathised yourself too much and crib about circumstances being bad to you and only you, whereas it's many times same with many people it's just whether you can accept it and move ahead with it taking notice of it as a mere happening of an even like any other or you give way too much importance to it and just try making out reasons of it in front of others and try to reason out just for those tough times being big hurdles for you to cross!
But when you find this different approach you do end up simplifying your life. It's just that you never knew this could be a way of living but when you knew you use and try living life again happily, as ever! :-)

Sometimes we learn from others coz we can't think of ways on our own. But it's better to learn if can't think on own, accepting it later on is also courageous and appreciating! B-)
As I always say, there is no protocol to live life!

It's all about trial and error! (this is said by one of my BFF! See I didn't took your credit! :-P )

Mahabharat!

I follow this show on Star Plus without fail, Mon-Fri 8.30pm.
I always wanted to know about the great battle. Why it had happened? How it happened? Everything happens for some purpose and I wanted to know that purpose behind it. Also about the great Geeta gyan that lord Krishna gives to Arjun.
It's been amazingly featured. I am loving it!
May it be exams but I'm taking out half an hour for this show out of my schedule or I see repeat telecast if I happen to miss it due to unenforceable circumstances! :-)
I have learned many things till now and hoping to seek few more answers about life, my life through preaching of Krishna. They've shown Krishna as a narrator and in between scenes he emerges and make us think about few things. I'm awed by this show! :-) Thankfully my family had agreed to watch it by sacrificing their very old and famous show, favourite too, not mine but theirs. Now they're thankful to me that I made them watch it! Dekha... :-)

Last time when the old version came I was too young as well as we started watching it when the battle had begun and I had so many questions in my mind about it. Never found time or gave efforts, to be true, to know the answers to those questions and now as soon as I heard that the new show is coming up I decided to watch it from the very first episode.
On weekends I guess they show whole weeks episodes, for those who can't follow on weekdays but they have many repeat telecasts during weekdays too!

Hoping to follow it till the end of it and seek enlightenment about life! :-)

In yesterday's episode Guru Dronacharya asked right hand thumb from Eklavya as gurudakshina! The boy gave it without an iota of doubt and yet there was smile and same respect for his guru in his heart. I've heard this story about Eklavya but I always had doubts about why did Dronacharya asked such a thing. There had been different interpretations about the same. In Todays episode they'll show why he did so?! Perception is what is key to any learning. How we perceive a particular incident give us reason to perceive it as a good or a bad happening. Knowing about something in it's originality changes our wrong perceptions and that difference in perceptions is what is amazing thing about learning! New and right perceptions develop new ways of thinking and looking at things differently. :-)

Do watch it if you can!
My request... It's important to know about our history too and especially about our very ancient periods. I'm eager to know more and more about it! For it being true story it attracts me more!

Marriage with Lord

An incident felt like sharing...

One of long distant relative of mine, a woman in her 30s yesterday got married but very specially!
Living in a village her parents couldn't provide her with the basic health facilities required by every child when she is born and very sadly she suffered from polio! Her body never grew beyond a child's body of around 4-5 year old. She grew up normally with her age, her mind grew, her understanding is normal like us but she failed to grow up physically. Unable to walk on her feets she can manage to perform all her tasks on own somehow. Unwillingly though but she is dependent on her family if not for her general works but for her living and other supports! Really, it's a difficult thing!
She couldn't get education too coz of her Polio.
In Hindus, marriage is considered as a must ritual, (here I will not like to give any of my personal opinion about "the marriage" thing but we all know that somewhere it's considered important for everyone in their lives. There are hardly people who live life without marrying ever. Few even get remarried in their 60s if their spouse die then marrying once is considered a must! That's the way it is!) and she being handicapped it's not possible to find a perfect match for her who can marry her as well as keep her at par to the relation of a wife. Like a normal girl she too had dreams of marriage. In front of her eyes, small cousin sisters got married. Her family and she both felt bad for her broken heart. She too wanted to marry. She too wanted to be a bride. She too wanted a spouse, a life partner. She too wanted to be centre of attraction of everyone, for a day though. She too wanted to be a wife of someone. She too wanted to do makeup of a married woman, the sindoor, mangalsutra, payal, chudi, bichudi, etc.
But how? What could be done for her? Everyone wanted to see her happy coz she was a charming and strong woman but her disheartened emotions were not hidden from anyone too.

Then someone though of an idea which would give her everything that she wanted, happiness and a status of a married woman too!

Yesterday she got married, on the day of Tulsi Vivah  to lord Vishnu's avatar Shalagram! All the rituals of real marriage were performed and everything was same like a normal wedding, relatives were called, Pandit, Agni, Havan, Phere, Shadi with lord Krishna's idol!

I was amazed with this thought and the ceremony!

Though due to exams I couldn't attend the wedding but somewhere this incident touched me. I'm happy for her and I hope she remain happy forever now.
In India we always say Pati-Parmeshwar and she really got married to God.
Somewhere I feel it's feelings that are important and not what the reality says. Marriage is a ritual that has to be connected with our heart, if our heart accepts someone to be ours, his/her existence physically doesn't matter (again excluding general expectations of a normal life!) but it's all upon us. If we can accept it nothing is strange and unbelievable and if we can't then real marriages too broke!

I told her that she is lucky, her husband will always listen to her and everything that she wants to say! After all we pray to god for everything we desire and being her husband now it's Gods responsibility to fulfil her desires! :-D

Also, we've heard in stories that lord Krishna married women who needed his support that is why he have 108 or so wives.

I'm amazed and surprised with my own reaction to this incident!   :O
:-D

Tulsi Vivah!

Once upon a time Lord Indra began to fear that he was losing the respect among the people as they seemed to worship only the Trimurthy’s. He knew that he couldn’t replace the Gods of Creation and Sustenance (Brahma and Vishnu) but thought people wouldn’t worship Lord Shiva as after all he was only a God of Destruction. So with the intention of waging a war with him, he went to Kailasham. Lord Shiva having foreseen this, assumed the form of the gana, prevented him from entering and challenged him. As they fought, Lord Shiva’s anger kept growing and he very soon overpowered Indra. Indra then prostrated before him and Lord Shiva forgave him but he deposited the left over anger into the ocean. That anger took the form of a baby by name ‘Jalandhara’. He grew up very powerful desiring to be an Asura. When he reached the marriageable age, he approached a powerful Asura named ‘Kalanemi’ who was Ravana’s uncle and sought the hand of his extremely beautiful and intelligent daughter Vrinda who was one of the foremost devotees of Lord Vishnu. After the marriage Jalandhara became extremely powerful due to Vrinda’s yogic powers and prayers to Lord Vishnu. Observing this Shukracharya, the Guru of Asuras made him the King of Asuras. Jalandhara had now conquered all of the earth and was preparing to conquer Indra’s Heaven. Now Indra and other gods approached Lord Shiva for a solution who agreed to talk to Jalandhara. But talks for peace by Lord Shiva failed as Jalandhara insulted him on how he called himself an ascetic and still had a wife Devi Parvathi. Jalandhara proved too powerful even for Lord Shiva during the battle and he trapped all the gods using illusionary power. Jalandhar took the form of Lord Shiva himself and approached Parvarthy with a sinister mind. But Devi with her powers could see through his design and immediately picked her sword to attack him. Jalandhara now feeling a little weak from battle with Lord Shiva and aware of Parvathi’s supreme battle powers, vanished. Lord Vishnu found Parvathi extremely furious and upon knowing the reason, explained to her that since Jalandhara was the husband of his great devotee Vrinda, he was bound to be very powerful due to her prayers. Seeing Parvathy’s anguish, Lord Vishnu with a heavy heart agreed to intervene. He took the form of Jalandhara, went to Vrinda who was deep in prayer to Lord Vishnu for her husband’s safety and called out to her. For a moment Vrinda stopped praying and looked towards “her husband”. At that precise moment Lord Shiva killed Jalandhara as Vrinda had stopped praying for him. Vrinda got to know through her powers that something was wrong and Lord Vishnu took his original form to explain her why he had to do that. But Vrinda was heartbroken and cursed Lord Vishnu that since he stood like a stone while his devotee suffered, he would turn black and reside in a stone and will also be separated from his wife. Lord Vishnu gracefully accepted the curse and sat next to his dead devotee Vrinda feeling very upset.

Lord Shiva came to Lord Vishnu and consoled him not to be grieve as his devotee would be re-born as the Tulsi plant(Vrinda) and would always be part of every ones prayers to Lord Vishnu.  As part of the curse, Lord Vishnu’s spirit entered the Saligram (black stone) found in the river Gomti (Nepal).

Found this story on net, thought of sharing! :-)
I like stories, especially mythological ones which are basis of rituals we follow, it's important to know reason too for performing any ritual. :-)

Happy Children's Day!

It's Children day today!
Few of my friends took great efforts to remember this auspicious day and wished me!
Thanks a ton to then from my heart! :-P

Coz they think I'm a child yet! :-D
Accepted as well!
Ha ha ha... :-D

I think somewhere in everyone of us there is a child and I believe in keeping that child alive forever. Very few times it's possible to keep the small child in us alive.
With the passage of time new responsibilities and duties burden our shoulders and we tend to grow up and lose our innocence and others start expecting us to behave maturely always!
But sometimes it's good to fool around like a child and behave immaturely! ;-)
I just love doing that! ;-)
For the spirit of children and the childhood, HAPPY CHILDREN DAY!

जब कोई बात बिगड़ जाए

जब कोई बात बिगड़ जाए
जब कोई मुश्किल पड जाए
तुम देना साथ मेरा, ओ हम नवाज
ना कोई है, ना कोई था
जिन्दगी में तुम्हारे सिवा
तुम देना साथ मेरा, ओ हम नवाज

हो चांदनी जब तक रात, देता हैं हर कोई साथ
तुम मगर अंधेरो में ना छोड़ना मेरा हाथ
जब कोई बात बिगड़ जाए...

वफादारी की वो रस्मे, निभायेंगे हम तुम कस्मे
एक भी सांस जिन्दगी की, जब तक हो अपने बस में
जब कोई बात बिगड़ जाए...

दिल को मेरे हुआ यकीन, हम पहले भी मिले कही
सिलसिला ये सदियों का, कोई आज की बात नहीं

जब कोई बात बिगड़ जाए
जब कोई मुश्किल पड जाए
तुम देना साथ मेरा, ओ हम नवाज
ना कोई है, ना कोई था
जिन्दगी में तुम्हारे सिवा
तुम देना साथ मेरा, ओ हम नवाज

Surprisingly came across this song in my cell!
When you rarely listen songs, many times you yourself don't know what all stuffs you have! :-P
Being fan of old songs like this I have many songs but in shuffle very hardly does songs repeat out of 1000s of songs! :-)
Just loved it, my morning is made with this song, if you like lyrics of songs then this is a must song, not that music is not good or anything but few people don't prefer slow songs and it's one! But I love them all! :-*
:-D
Enjoy!

Déjà vu

What is déjà vu?

The term déjà vu is French and means, literally, "already seen." Those who have experienced the feeling describe it as an overwhelming sense of familiarity with something that shouldn't be familiar at all. Say, for example, you are traveling to England for the first time. You are touring a cathedral, and suddenly it seems as if you have been in that very spot before. Or maybe you are having dinner with a group of friends, discussing some current political topic, and you have the feeling that you've already experienced this very thing -- same friends, same dinner, same topic.

The phenomenon is rather complex, and there are many different theories as to why déjà vu happens. Swiss scholar Arthur Funkhouser suggests that there are several "déjà experiences" and asserts that in order to better study the phenomenon, the nuances between the experiences need to be noted. In the examples mentioned above, Funkhouser would describe the first incidence as déjà visite ("already visited") and the second as déjà vecu ("already experienced or lived through").
As much as 70 percent of the population reports having experienced some form of déjà vu. A higher number of incidents occurs in people 15 to 25 years old than in any other age group.
Déjà vu has been firmly associated with temporal-lobe epilepsy. Reportedly, déjà vu can occur just prior to a temporal-lobe seizure. People suffering a seizure of this kind can experience déjà vu during the actual seizure activity or in the moments between convulsions.
Since déjà vu occurs in individuals with and without a medical condition, there is much speculation as to how and why this phenomenon happens. Several psychoanalysts attribute déjà vu to simple fantasy or wish fulfillment, while some psychiatrists ascribe it to a mismatching in the brain that causes the brain to mistake the present for the past. Many parapsychologists believe it is related to a past-life experience. Obviously, there is more investigation to be done.

Apart from the personal experience of déjà vu in my personal life that I'm able to find about this particular concept on net, I just loved it's name, déjà vu! :-)
I always wanted to learn French before but now this word had made me fall more for this language, FRENCH! :-)

Source

First inning completed, now second to go...

CA exams are most exhaustive ones I tell you and that too CA final!
After one week group 1 over, now second to go!

Don't you ever dare or even attempt to dare to think I'm going to ever discuss that how was my papers!
:-P

No... Never... :-\

All I'm focused at is giving exams, rest CA result day is best to judge how the exams were, all my attempts in CA have definitely taught me that.
All those who could ever have view of their results might have by now very well learnt of how views could be changed by CA results! :-D
Ok, enough of burai of my most lucrative carrier option! ;-)

Chartered Accountant!

Sapnon se bhare naina...

Bagiya Bagiya Balak Bhage
Tittli Phir Bhi Haath Na Lage
Is Pagle Ko Kaun Bataye
Dhoond Raha Hai Jo Tu Jag Mein
Koi Jo Paaye To
Maan Mein Hi Paaye

Sapno Se Bhare Naina
To Neend Hai Na Chaina

Aise Dagar Koi Agar Jo Apnaye
Har Raah Ke Woh Anat Pe
Rasta Hi Paaye

Dhoop Ka Rasta Jo Pair Jalaye
Mod To Aaye Chaau Na Aaye
Raahi Jo Chalta Hai Chalta Hi Jaaye
Koi Nahi Hai Jo Kahin Use Samjhaye

Sapno Se Bhare Naina
To Neend Hai Na Chaina

Door Se Hi Sagar Jise Har Koi Maane
Pani Hai Woh Ya Reth Hai Yeh Kaun Jaane
Jaise Ke Din Se Rain Alag Hai
Sukh Hai Alag Aur Chain Alag Hai
Per Jo Yeh Dekhe Woh Nain Alag Hai
Chain To Apna Sukh Hai Paraye

Sapno Se Bhare Naina
To Neend Hai Na Chaina

I enjoy this telepathy! :-)

I don't know exactly but somehow it happens that whenever I wish that I should talk to my friend, within few minutes or at least that day I actually end up getting call and we talk and talk and talk... Which is very normal between me and ma friends! We talk and talk and talk...
He he he :-D
But I always wonder how this happens, it's true and yet unbelievable! :O

Never mind but I'm happy! :-D

Yeh hosla...

Yeh Hosla Kaise Juke,
Yeh Aarzoo Kaise Ruke

Manzil Muskil To Kya,
Bundla Sahil To Kya,
Tanha Ye Dil To Kya
Ho Hooo

Raah Pe Kante Bikhre Agar,
Uspe To Phir Bhi Chalna Hi Hai,
Sham Chhupale Suraj Magar,
Raat Ko Ek Din Dhalana Hi Hai,

Rut Ye Tal Jayegi,
Himmat Rang Layegi,
Subha Phir Aayegi
Hoooo

Yeh Hosla Kaise Juke,
Yeh Aarzoo Kaise Ruke

Hogi Hame To Rehmat Ada,
Dhup Kategi Saaye Tale,
Apni Khuda Se Hai Ye Dua,
Manzil Lagale Humko Gale

Zurrat So Baar Rahe,
Uncha Ikraar Rahe,
Zinda Har Pyar Rahe
Hoooo

Yeh Hosla Kaise Juke,
Yeh Aarzoo Kaise Ruke

One of my all time inspiring and motivating song!
Exams time means need inspiration from all sources possible and it's easiest, songs! ;-)

My house or a call centre?????

Since yesterday evening till today mid-night all the phones at home have been crying out like a child wanting attention irrespective of need and importance.
It has been ringing... ringing... and ringing... continuously... All of them... If someone's engaged then they try on all others... And everyone has been busy talking... talking... and talking...
Happy diwali... Happy diwali... Happy diwali... It's all about it...
Oh God! I've so many relatives, friends and cousins I never knew before...
Happy Realisation! Huh! I know... :-P
Finally, I surrendered my phone to family to attend it and give and take regards on my behalf too!
I never switch off my phone, how I wished if could today coz I wanted to concentrate on my revision!!!!
Tomorrow is exam!
OMG! The day has come...

I know that they were giving blessings only but even if I talk for 5mins with everyone the hours would just pass by!
Somehow managed this day!
Want to go underground till exams end with no connection and contact with the social world! Is it possible ever?
NEAH...
No use of thinking then...

Happy diwali... :-)

I celebrate Eco-friendly diwali!
No Crackers of any type or form!
Only decorations, lightings, rangoli, pooja, diya, sweets, chocolates... And my diwali is always wonderful without noise and pollution from my side...

Have a happy diwali to you and your loved once!
Take care. :-)