Back on TRACK!

Hi all! 😊
I know it's been too long than anyone including myself would have ever thought that I will be away from my passion, BLOGGING!
NEVER MIND! 😊
I never cease to SURPRISE, neither myself nor did to others. 😜
Writing with my #samsungtab3 is indeed difficult for me comparatively, lack of practice indeed.
Never mind, am very thoughtful of returning to my blog with the same passion as before.
Leaving the explanation & apology apart, because don't wanna get into those details. But am back coz now I thought I will be able to justify my comeback rather I should have wrote for sake of writing! 😉
Tons of thanks for the followers/readers of my blog for bearing my thoughts as well as my writing, BRAVE YOU ALL ARE! 😂 Hope you all are ready to bear more?! 😉😜

Looking forward to pouring my ideas on this wall more frequently! 😊
See ya soon 🙋

Living to live more...

Sometimes you just love to be on your own... No known person around you to talk to but your voice which you listen to. Just your heartbeat, your brain, your body and soul that you think about and also about others but not listening to someone or talking to someone but to yourself. You and your thoughts and the cool breeze coming from window of the train at night. Everything out of window seems running back but the true fact is you are moving ahead towards your destination.
At that moment you don't even wish to listen to songs but sing your own song, from deep inside your heart.
Analysing your life, analysing yourself, your character, your values, your true self, your day, your surrounding, your wishes, your dreams, your desires, your accomplishments, your life's sweet memories. Collecting all positive thoughts and memories and making bunch of it and tying it tight and keeping it in the centre of your heart and mind that gives you peace, self satisfaction, pride, happiness now and you save that bunch of happiness for future and keep adding to it more of the happiness.

Life is so amazing that when I listen about MOKSHA, I feel I want to relive life and understand it more and more and become better person in every life than I was in previous one. And may be after I have fulfilled all my dreams may my soul rest in peace. Until then I wish to live life to have the truth in me, to have the best character, to learn each day new values and culture for my betterment as a person, to get love as much as I can and to give love more than I get, to live life in such a way that my heart and soul live at peace from inside, not for money, not for luxury, not for hate, not for revenge, not for people, not for success, not for anything else but for my learning...
I bow to my life in contention and happiness, for beauty it has and for it's love and blessings.

Crossword! :-*

In the mall, while roaming around suddenly I saw THE CROSSWORD! :O
I was attracted to it automatically like an iron to magnet. I went inside and soon went CRAZY! Oh My God, so many books and that too ORIGINAL. There were many my favourite books which I've already read in the past, then there were few which I wish to read and also found one that I'm currently reading. Looking at those books it made me feel what true reading is I've never actually experienced. True reading would be reading these books. I spent few hours there, looking with amusement at all sections. Also selected few books which I would buy sooner than anything else for myself I'll purchase.
Wow! My brothers literally pulled me out of the store, like you drag a child out from toys store. I really didn't felt like coming out...
Even while writing about it I can feel the pleasure that one can have while reading those amazing books. Neat, new, tidy, original, superb. Even with it's touch you fall in love with the book!

Wow....
I'm loving it! :-*

I wish to read almost all good books ever written in this world.
:-D

Na Ghar ke na Ghaat ke

In fulfilling others expectations and desires you forget your own expectations with you, your own desires and yet no one seems satisfied with you!
It feels you should not care about others expectations with you at least you'll be happy satisfying yourself.
Nahi toh na Ghar ke aur na Ghaat ke! :-D

Thank you

I'm grateful for my life for I'm born normal, because I got lovely family who loves me, cares for me, who had nurtured me and so much they've done for me, it's priceless and unexplained in words.
I'm thankful for all people that I've ever met, known, talked to because of them I've always learnt so much that I would not have learnt otherwise in books, about this life.

But I'm very very thankful for having the education that I got. I'm more mature, intelligent and could earn my living coz of it. I'm happy to have got superb teachers who not only taught me about books but about life too. They're all great people and I'm very grateful to have learnt from them all.

I'm much much thankful to have got such superb friends. They're not only intelligent but are superb persons too. Humble, understanding, mature, helpful, loving, caring and most supportive. I've learnt so much from each of my friends too. I'm lucky to have all of them in my life. They've inspired me when I needed, they supported me when I was broken, they helped me to forget all negative thoughts and helped me in having a positive look out for life. Without them, I would not have been what I'm. All my friends play very important role in my life and I'm blessed to have them in my life. May we remain friends forever. Though I know itna jaldi picha chodne wale nahi hai unlog! :-P ;-)

I'm most grateful to have been able to READ coz of which my life could take new shapes and become better. All those superb writers whose books I've read, their writing has not only inspired me but have many times given me new life, new means to live. I'm truly grateful to them all. Hoping to read more great works by great people.

Last but not least, to all those who have given me respect, who give me values, who consider me as their asset, who believe in me, who have faith in me, who trust me, who LOVE me truly, who have given me all their love and affection, may be in any form or expressed in any way. I'm very very thankful to all those lovely people.

Thank you GOD, for giving me this life!
I'm short of words to thank you God and I got no reason to tell you why I'm so grateful to you, you know it all, they say. So thank you for you know ALL! ;-)
:-)

May God keep their blessings on me and all of us, forever.

The cobbler

I left from office and suddenly noticed that my sandal had half broken. As I moved half way towards railway station it broke completely and I had to walk with one bare foot and one foot with sandal. It was embarrassing! :-D
Since it's my new Job, I don't know the locality much. I tried to search the cobbler but didn't find any. Then I took help of another street vendor and he told me correctly where I can find a cobbler who can make my sandal. I had to go back a bit, toward office again. I found one at right place where I couldn't before with my eyes but now after the vendors mapping. :-D funny!

I gave my sandal to the old man and stood looking around. After few minutes I had a look at what the cobbler was doing with my sandals. It was 4th or 5th time that they have broken and now getting stitched. All scope of getting stitched again seems to have exhausted, according to me, but that is where to my amusement what this cobbler did and how he did it surprised me. He co-joint the extra part of leather and then stitched it. No cobbler has done that.
He took his own time to do it but he did it in most perfect manner.
I always believe- no matter what you do, do it perfectly.
I was impressed with his sincerity towards his work, his perfection, his dedication, his patience.

The mistake I mostly commit is, in doing things in hurry I fail to do it with accuracy.
Today I learnt, it's important to have perfection. No matter how much time it takes but work should be done with perfection.
The satisfaction of doing such work is quite different and now I know the satisfaction of having your work done perfectly. Now I'll try to give this satisfaction to my clients too. :-)

Each day and moment of this life is a learning...
Just be alive and look around. :-)

I'm back again...

...may be this time forever, without any break! :-)
;-)
Enjoy life!

Humdard

Crazy for this song...

Pal, do pal, ki hi kyun hai zindagi
Iss, pyar, ko hai sadiyaan kaafi nahi
Toh khuda se maang lun
Mohalat main ek nayi
Rehna hai bas yahaan
Ab door tujhse jaana nahi

Jo tu mera humdard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai
Suhaana har dard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai

Teri muskurahatein hain taaqat meri
Mujhko inhi se ummeed mili
Chaahe kare koi sitam ye jahaan
Inme hi hai sadaa hifaazat meri

Zindagani badi khoobsurat hui
Jannat ab aur kya hogi kahin
Jo tu mera Humdard hai
Jo tu mera Humdard hai
Suhaana har dard hai
Jo tu mera Humdard hai

Teri dhadkano se hai zindagi meri
Khwahishein teri ab duaaein meri
Kitna anokha bandhan hai ye
Teri meri jaan jo ek hui

Lotunga yahaan tere paas main haan
Waada hai mera mar bhi jaaun kahin

Jo tu mera humdard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai
Suhaana har dard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai

What lyrics, dil ko chu liya... :-*
Sone pe suhaga is, it's sung by Arijit!

Tillu

Waiting outside the Operation Theater, we were praying God for safe and healthy baby. Whatever it may be but may it be with normal health was our wishes.
On 11th June, 2014 at 7.54am there came new member in my family. Timid, tiny, Tillu... Weight mere 2kgs but gave us happiness of tons! :-D
Almost everyone of us had tears in our eyes... :’-) tears of happiness, joy, contentment, fulfillment of dreams.
That was the day I learnt what happiness of a child mean. Though I've become bua (aunt) but I felt no less than being mother.
After showing us once, nurse took baby back for check ups. After long wait of 1hr or so we could see him back. Nurse handed me the baby and I could see small face with button sized closed eyes, small more, pink lips, still chubby cheeks suitable to his face, rest body wrapped in cloth.
The feeling of holding him in hands couldn't be explained in words.
He is most tiny baby in the hospital and hence all nurses gave him name as Tillu! :-D
We are yet trying to come out of our happiness to think about naming him. :-)
One thing is sure, GOD is great to have created this universe and these day to day life is also only possible coz we could born like this.
Being parent is the greatest happiness for any person.
Looking forward to many amazing incidents that I would experience with my baby, my Tillu! :-*
He is apple of my eye, our eye...
Learning yet new form of LOVE, love for a child! :-*

Completed one more year of existence

Year by year I've lived this life in this world. If this world has given me pain then I cannot forget that it has also give me a lot of happiness as well. If I have cried then I've laughed too. If I was broken then I was made newly too (couldn't find more suitable word against BROKEN! :-P)
If I was put to test, I was comforted too.
Life has always been balanced... (now you're realising?! To be true YES! :-D)

Haan... only fact is many times I've only considered that darker side of it (life) only, I regarded pains more, I acknowledged sorrows but I've learnt now that pain and harsh realities teach you to be strong in all conditions. And life is never full of sorrows as well until you recognise the brighter side.

Learning... Learning to live with each passing second of existence. If good experiences teach what it should be like, baad also tells what it shouldn't be like.

I am happy and learning to be contended with all I have and hoping to get what I want, more of trying to make myself deserve what I desire and not forgetting to accept what I deserve and not doubt what I desire is what I deserve.

I'm very much thankful to almighty God for giving me an opportunity to live freely and safely, to live a normal life, to smile, to learn, to meet new people, to be able to read, to know to write, to do work, to be able to respect others and live life happily.

Gosh! I've so many things to say.

P. S.: all above was written by me during exams and had many more things to write when I suddenly remembered that I have to study too and left it there.
Posting now though, but feelings are still same. Thrilled and Thankful! :-)