Thank you

I'm grateful for my life for I'm born normal, because I got lovely family who loves me, cares for me, who had nurtured me and so much they've done for me, it's priceless and unexplained in words.
I'm thankful for all people that I've ever met, known, talked to because of them I've always learnt so much that I would not have learnt otherwise in books, about this life.

But I'm very very thankful for having the education that I got. I'm more mature, intelligent and could earn my living coz of it. I'm happy to have got superb teachers who not only taught me about books but about life too. They're all great people and I'm very grateful to have learnt from them all.

I'm much much thankful to have got such superb friends. They're not only intelligent but are superb persons too. Humble, understanding, mature, helpful, loving, caring and most supportive. I've learnt so much from each of my friends too. I'm lucky to have all of them in my life. They've inspired me when I needed, they supported me when I was broken, they helped me to forget all negative thoughts and helped me in having a positive look out for life. Without them, I would not have been what I'm. All my friends play very important role in my life and I'm blessed to have them in my life. May we remain friends forever. Though I know itna jaldi picha chodne wale nahi hai unlog! :-P ;-)

I'm most grateful to have been able to READ coz of which my life could take new shapes and become better. All those superb writers whose books I've read, their writing has not only inspired me but have many times given me new life, new means to live. I'm truly grateful to them all. Hoping to read more great works by great people.

Last but not least, to all those who have given me respect, who give me values, who consider me as their asset, who believe in me, who have faith in me, who trust me, who LOVE me truly, who have given me all their love and affection, may be in any form or expressed in any way. I'm very very thankful to all those lovely people.

Thank you GOD, for giving me this life!
I'm short of words to thank you God and I got no reason to tell you why I'm so grateful to you, you know it all, they say. So thank you for you know ALL! ;-)
:-)

May God keep their blessings on me and all of us, forever.

The cobbler

I left from office and suddenly noticed that my sandal had half broken. As I moved half way towards railway station it broke completely and I had to walk with one bare foot and one foot with sandal. It was embarrassing! :-D
Since it's my new Job, I don't know the locality much. I tried to search the cobbler but didn't find any. Then I took help of another street vendor and he told me correctly where I can find a cobbler who can make my sandal. I had to go back a bit, toward office again. I found one at right place where I couldn't before with my eyes but now after the vendors mapping. :-D funny!

I gave my sandal to the old man and stood looking around. After few minutes I had a look at what the cobbler was doing with my sandals. It was 4th or 5th time that they have broken and now getting stitched. All scope of getting stitched again seems to have exhausted, according to me, but that is where to my amusement what this cobbler did and how he did it surprised me. He co-joint the extra part of leather and then stitched it. No cobbler has done that.
He took his own time to do it but he did it in most perfect manner.
I always believe- no matter what you do, do it perfectly.
I was impressed with his sincerity towards his work, his perfection, his dedication, his patience.

The mistake I mostly commit is, in doing things in hurry I fail to do it with accuracy.
Today I learnt, it's important to have perfection. No matter how much time it takes but work should be done with perfection.
The satisfaction of doing such work is quite different and now I know the satisfaction of having your work done perfectly. Now I'll try to give this satisfaction to my clients too. :-)

Each day and moment of this life is a learning...
Just be alive and look around. :-)

I'm back again...

...may be this time forever, without any break! :-)
;-)
Enjoy life!

Humdard

Crazy for this song...

Pal, do pal, ki hi kyun hai zindagi
Iss, pyar, ko hai sadiyaan kaafi nahi
Toh khuda se maang lun
Mohalat main ek nayi
Rehna hai bas yahaan
Ab door tujhse jaana nahi

Jo tu mera humdard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai
Suhaana har dard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai

Teri muskurahatein hain taaqat meri
Mujhko inhi se ummeed mili
Chaahe kare koi sitam ye jahaan
Inme hi hai sadaa hifaazat meri

Zindagani badi khoobsurat hui
Jannat ab aur kya hogi kahin
Jo tu mera Humdard hai
Jo tu mera Humdard hai
Suhaana har dard hai
Jo tu mera Humdard hai

Teri dhadkano se hai zindagi meri
Khwahishein teri ab duaaein meri
Kitna anokha bandhan hai ye
Teri meri jaan jo ek hui

Lotunga yahaan tere paas main haan
Waada hai mera mar bhi jaaun kahin

Jo tu mera humdard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai
Suhaana har dard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai

What lyrics, dil ko chu liya... :-*
Sone pe suhaga is, it's sung by Arijit!

Tillu

Waiting outside the Operation Theater, we were praying God for safe and healthy baby. Whatever it may be but may it be with normal health was our wishes.
On 11th June, 2014 at 7.54am there came new member in my family. Timid, tiny, Tillu... Weight mere 2kgs but gave us happiness of tons! :-D
Almost everyone of us had tears in our eyes... :’-) tears of happiness, joy, contentment, fulfillment of dreams.
That was the day I learnt what happiness of a child mean. Though I've become bua (aunt) but I felt no less than being mother.
After showing us once, nurse took baby back for check ups. After long wait of 1hr or so we could see him back. Nurse handed me the baby and I could see small face with button sized closed eyes, small more, pink lips, still chubby cheeks suitable to his face, rest body wrapped in cloth.
The feeling of holding him in hands couldn't be explained in words.
He is most tiny baby in the hospital and hence all nurses gave him name as Tillu! :-D
We are yet trying to come out of our happiness to think about naming him. :-)
One thing is sure, GOD is great to have created this universe and these day to day life is also only possible coz we could born like this.
Being parent is the greatest happiness for any person.
Looking forward to many amazing incidents that I would experience with my baby, my Tillu! :-*
He is apple of my eye, our eye...
Learning yet new form of LOVE, love for a child! :-*

Completed one more year of existence

Year by year I've lived this life in this world. If this world has given me pain then I cannot forget that it has also give me a lot of happiness as well. If I have cried then I've laughed too. If I was broken then I was made newly too (couldn't find more suitable word against BROKEN! :-P)
If I was put to test, I was comforted too.
Life has always been balanced... (now you're realising?! To be true YES! :-D)

Haan... only fact is many times I've only considered that darker side of it (life) only, I regarded pains more, I acknowledged sorrows but I've learnt now that pain and harsh realities teach you to be strong in all conditions. And life is never full of sorrows as well until you recognise the brighter side.

Learning... Learning to live with each passing second of existence. If good experiences teach what it should be like, baad also tells what it shouldn't be like.

I am happy and learning to be contended with all I have and hoping to get what I want, more of trying to make myself deserve what I desire and not forgetting to accept what I deserve and not doubt what I desire is what I deserve.

I'm very much thankful to almighty God for giving me an opportunity to live freely and safely, to live a normal life, to smile, to learn, to meet new people, to be able to read, to know to write, to do work, to be able to respect others and live life happily.

Gosh! I've so many things to say.

P. S.: all above was written by me during exams and had many more things to write when I suddenly remembered that I have to study too and left it there.
Posting now though, but feelings are still same. Thrilled and Thankful! :-)

First first...

This is something unique and new... There is always first, as they say... This is for first time for me too!
Actually, I never celebrated my birthday publicly, it never came during school days or college days (though there are possibilities that I didn't went to college, even if it would have come! :-P), nor when I was at office (was on audits most of the time...) and rarest rarely it once happened that it was on day I had lecture at class, back in 2009 I guess! I was literally not interested in going to class. I felt shy! Yeah, I can too be shy sometimes! ;-) :-P but I went and felt very embarrassing too when people wished me, though I wished no one would have!
I can only accept my family and friends to wish me, coz I feel that it matters to them at some level that I'm in their life. Rest, other world, just coz they come to know about it and wish me, I don't find any sense!?
May be because of this pattern, I never liked accepting the fact that today of my birthday. I never go and tell anyone that, "Hey, you know what!? TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!" I never did that. In fact round about I feel no one should know it's my birthday. I know it's damn strange but I feel awkward, I don't know what to say or how to react when someone whom I don't expect to wish me, wishes me?!
I mean it's good that it's my birthday but what is so much special in it, I feel. I just want this day to be normal, like any other day. I just want to be with family and close friends. Before I didn't had this much acceptance too but now over the years I've learnt to accept it that it cannot be completely normal day. My Mom asks me what special I want to eat and they make me that, I brothers plan something surprising, my friends too come to my place and unexpectedly looking them I feel good. This much of celebration is quite enough for me. Before I even felt shy to cut cake, now I do it normally...
My Family wishes me sharp at 12am, if by any chance I'm asleep I'm woken up and wished. My best friends too call on 12, all are KUMBHAKARAN's still wake up till 12am and take efforts (or purposely to trouble me! :-P) call me or text me. My cousins also call at 12am. God! Next day I even forget whether the B'day is over yesterday night itself or still remaining! Ha ha ha... :-D
Before I had hidden my birthday date from social networking sites too. But now I keep it visible (don't faint, it's true! :-P) I also reply thanks to all those who wish me. Now I have gathered this much of acceptance...
But this year it's most unique than any other year it could be. My birthday on the EXAM day! Wow I'm so damn EXCITED! :-\ LOL... I have EXAM on the very day! Wow...

I want to switch off my mobile phone. But that would be so RUDE of ME! :O :-\ I know... I know... But I don't know what to do... Obviously no time to feel any special about this day, as I like.
But then others do feel it to be special and I respect that they love me for whatever and whoever I'm!
Just want to thank all those people who take efforts and remember me and my existence in this world!
I wish over the years I too accept it as a special day and learn to react normally how other people do.

PS: Best part is I'm not at office. They cut cake and ask to distribute chocolates to each and every colleague. This is beyond my imagination. I would have bunk office had I had it on the day, I'm sure! :-P
It is so embarrassing... :-D I never did that ever in my life (till now) ;-)
I'm MAD! I know...

One thing I do normally is I  accept GIFTS from anyone happily, for IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! :-)